*phew* It's been... One heck of a year for me this... So many changes in so many different ways, it's enough to make a person dizzy. X.x And while I am still having some... Issues, I cannot remember the last time I was so... Comfortable with myself. And I have alot of people to thank for that.

Though my steam is running out. Juggling two jobs hasn't been the easiest of tasks and it's finally starting to crash down on me. Sure, one of the jobs requires for me to sit on my ass and talk on the phone for 5 hours, but it's really a mental challenge. And I've started doing this 4-5 times a week. So far, not that much of a challenge. But then I have my waitress job, which requires for me to be ALONE for 9 hours once a week, doing everything from serving, cleaning, doing the dishes... X.x While it's on a calm day, it's stressing enough. So... I work 6 out of 7 days a week. Sometimes I work 7 out of seven. And I get shit-pay, really... >> And my bad luck with illnesses, allergies and an injured back has left me rather... Brainfucked. So have left work early some days, I've fallen ASLEEP at work once and I cannot sleep at night. ._. I am tired, but I am not able to relax and fall asleep. Started some "natural" relaxationpills, but so far I haven't noticed much. But suppose it takes some time. Not to mention that it feels I don't have time to visit my family, and if I take some time off, I can actually loose enough money to struggle.

But besides from that small issue... I am quite good. Getting down in a couple of weeks, which is win. ^^

So... Small update!